Days are long and hard...

Lately the performance preparations are getting a bit stressful lately, and I had to take many penadol tablets from last night to this morning... And I'm still having headache I'm able to hold it so I should be fine.

And lately a lot of things are on my mind... but right now I'm not ready to explain it and I don't know how to handle most of it... Should I just confess it? or just keep it in and hope that I'll start feeling better?

*Sigh*... I don't know...

I just want all these torment to end... and to allow me to be happy again...