Never Ending Nights

For where there is light, There must be darkness, Neither can exist without the other...

Been too busy for words...

Well, like the title, I've been very occupied lately, lots of things happening here and there. I did make a promise to myself that I would keep updating as much as possible, but unfortunately I'm tied for time. But now since I have some spare time to kill, aw what the heck, its time for an update =)

On the note about the Holiday (Part 2) blog post. Unfortunately I was having some technical difficulties so I instead uploaded the cooking day with my friends on my facebook profile instead. I really had a blast with them, honestly was one of the only days which I really felt I was having fun. Life has been a bit hard for me too lately. So many things have been happening, but instead of running I'm taking them all on head first. I know that I can succeed cause I know there is a future for me at the end of the road.

I feel renewed and ready to take on new challenges, something which I felt when I first enrolled in HELP University College. A passionate drive which made me more confident to take on the challenges of the new day. Watch out world because:




Holiday so far (Part 1)

Alright this post has been waaaaaaaaay overdue but finally found time to write it. Where to begin... I think this holiday was more for me to catch up with my personal projects and to calm myself after the events of last semester. Lots have happened but now that its finally over I can be at peace.

During the first week of the holiday I remember Rory, Micheal and I went to Video Games Live (VGL) and I must say I was very impressed. The video games scene, the music and not forgetting the hundreds of fans! Yea it was one of the only concerts which I didn't fall asleep in (maybe it was because it was in my interest but never mind) Things from that day slowly became lazier and lazier LOL.

Later on Tuesday (1st week of my holiday) my friend Rory invited me to the "The Battle of the Sexes" organized by Acts Church. I had loads of fun, the people there were fun to talk to and I never seen so many people get a long so well, its just something which I never see very often. But overall the company was good, games were fun and the Hosts for that evening were awesome. I'm still in shock that I won "Most Epic Guy" though LOL and I still have the prize! A RM100 Gift Certificate for TGI Friday, TheApartment or Italliannies.

Alright putting that aside I went to watch "How to Train Your Dragon" for the 3rd time with my friend Wei Li at MidValley Megamall! I thought by now I would be sick of it, but bow was I ever wrong! I might even go for a forth =p

Besides all my adventures going out and such. Most of the time I would be spending it at home. Mostly to catch up with my sleep, but other times I would WoW or even sketch a bit here and there (Still modifying one art since god knows...) but nothing beats the day at home and doing absolutely nothing (I can be wrong at this part though LOL)

So far I'm still at the middle of my holiday and I am looking forward to seeing what will happen on the last week (results will be out...) but I'm more looking forward to the pot luck at Marcus's House this Monday!!

Till my part 2 is out, till next time readers!

PS: Still arranging some of my photos. Will be up maybe later before end of the week.

The day time stood still (To be continued)

Well its almost my semester break and I'm so looking forward to the free time. Things this semester... Weren't really good ones... So many things happened in such a short period of time and it caused me to lose focus... The lost of a great friend... Being back stabbed by someone who you thought was your friend... and so on so forth.

But that being said. I became close with some of my classmates this semester and for that I am grateful. There has just been too many pressure this semester and I'm trying to figure out how to resolve them.

I also have many blog post which I was suppose to upload but didn't do to little time I had... But I hope to upload them all into one post when my holiday starts. Till than readers. Jia Ne

Talks, Projects and Life

Ahhh the smell of a hard days work feels good. Papers and work slowly progressing according to plan, artworks finally coming together nicely. Everything seems good for now. I had miss Lily all wrong... She was trying to help us... To nurture our creative side... I'm sorry for doubting her and now look up to her for my future projects =D

Ok back on to business, we had a talk about our major recently and I went for the talk about Digital Animation and although the talk was long I was awake and took in everything that he said. It was good and really motivated me to work even harder =D

Which reminds me... I have to send in my confirmation into Digital Animation tomorrow...

In terms of projects. My main concern is about my Stop-motion animation intro which we will soon start filming and hopefully be able to complete before the due date, really looking forward to this actually XD

And in life? Life could be better but I aint complaining temporarily disabled my facebook account due to that it was causing me a lot of unneeded stress and I feel a lot better too. Either way that's all I have for today. Will upload more about whats happening soon and will upload all my current projects here.

Just a small update

Just updated with the new Night Sky 2 theme which I find more attractive than the past one. Just to inform you I have a very interesting post coming up to talk about my recent week in ToA which I find very life changing.

Semester 2

Well its already my 5th week of being in my 2nd semester in ToA and so far... It has been a living hell... ><

But sometimes things aren't as bad as it seems, I got to see my friends who I didn't get to see the past holiday and it was great catching up with most of them. For now lets recap what subjects I'm taking this semester;

Language and Communications 2 (a.k.a English 2) - Unlike my last semester which focused more on the language skill itself. This time we are learning more based on advertising. It is a pretty fun in some ways and less stressful than the other subjects.

Drawing 2 - In this class we learn the art of color and painting, apparently I thought I would really dislike this class. But on a bright side I kinda enjoy it. It is also considered one of my less stressful classes cause we don't really get home assignment from this subject so we are pretty safe after the end of every class.

Calligraphy - OK this class isn't as bad as I though. Basically what we do is we learn the art of writing and how to make even an average looking letter to make it stand out even more and to give it a little "flavor"

Computer Graphic Design 2 - OK I was really looking forward to this class at first but until I met the lecturer... He thinks we are all realllllllly retarded and unlike Helena he can be quite a bore... But the good thing about this class is that we can leave as soon as we are done... So yea his work can be finished in like 10 - 20min if you know what your doing.

History of Art and Design 2 - OK the is one of the classes I seriously HATE! Its mostly because of the lecturer... He feels that we must all do everything his way and if we are not at least 90% accurate on the dates he will really F@#$ you up... I miss Mr. Anderson...

Figure Studies 2 - This class ain't that bad... But our lecturer's marking can be a bit harsh if your work is only average but I think its better than nothing, he teaches us a simpler way to draw figures but yea I'm still working on that...

Design 2 - OK now this is the class which I really HATE out of all my other classes. The lecturer can be such a B@#$% I know I feel like I'm shooting her down but sometimes I wish she was a bit more clear on what she wants us to do for our Assignments, most of us (I think nearly all of our) had our Post Card design rejected cause we left out the lines to fill in the address and stuff like that... *sigh*

Bahasa Kebangsaan - 1 word describes this class *Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz*

Well so far despite the classes being tough, I'm having fun this semester. I have my friends, a new work station and 1 more semester before things start getting really interesting.

Well readers I think that is it for now. Till next time~ Jia


This is all bullshit! This is too much stress for me to handle in the mean time... Too much to think... Too much to do... and Too much little time to do it in... I just feel like stabbing myself with a dagger and just cutting it out... I feel like there is just too much pressure that people are putting on me which I cant handle with... And from her especially... I was having meeting that time and I didn't want to go out doesn't mean you HAVE to come meet me and find out where I am 24/7 I want to be alone and discuss what needed to be done with my group and you making a fuss about it didn't help... It just put more pressure on me... There is just too many things this year which I have to do and I can't be distracted... No I ain't going to take your Bull@#$% I just want to be my own self... I want to be able to focus what I'm doing and I want to supported not ridiculed and put down... I just need... Someone to be there and not let me feel this pain... I want to be happy... I want to be stress free... I want your support... I want your familiar faces... And I want.... The courage I had years ago in me to be able to do what I could before...