Never Ending Nights

For where there is light, There must be darkness, Neither can exist without the other...

Moving (part 1)

OK I've been staying at the new house for about 3 days now, and I thought I might talk about the experience of moving and things that come with it. First off moving isn't really that easy, cause besides the fact its a hassle to pack up everything and shift them to the new house, you are also saying goodbye to a certain part of your memory and sometimes, those memories will stay in your heart for a very long time...

But also moving to a new house means the start of a new beginning. I'm slowly moving all my belongings to my new room and these are some of the photos;


Enter the new Room (hmm... might make a nice episode title LOL... joking...)


I'm still moving some of my clothes into closet and seeing this reminded me... didn't make my bed properly :p


My temporary table, I actually cleared it after I took this photo LOL


My new shelf which was transferred from my parent's room


Some of my stuff which I'm going to add to my shelf later


The top of my shelf sits one of the things I'm most proud to have in my possession


So far... That's all I have for moving part 1 and soon I'll update it when the whole family stays here tomorrow night. Till than readers, good night and jia ne.

Farewell HELP... Hello ToA...

ToA (The One Academy) which I will be studying from now on... The atmosphere there is very different... I'll be around my fellow artist... Competing against each other... Helping each other with certain projects... Growing along side one another... But... what would happen if I started out straight away at ToA?

Some possibilities maybe is that I might be a bit more arrogant than I am now... Would have been more hot tempered and a bit more aggressive than before... And I guess I wouldn't have found myself if I started immediately when I was there...

But I never regretted going to HELP University College... When I was there I managed to see things in a different point of view... The atmosphere from the 2 places were so different... ToA seemed a bit more tensed, where else HELP had its tensed but pleasant times...

Although I already have friends in ToA... I'm going to miss the ones I met at HELP... Many of them thought me certain lessons in life... To take things in strides... Life is too short to be depressed... Just let loose and be yourself... Love...

I will never forget these lessons that I've learned... Nor will I forgo the same mistakes I did in the past... I know what I must do... And I will succeed... I know I can... And I know I will do great...

Tired... But need to carry on...

Sleepy... But yet I can't sleep... I don't know why but lately I've been pushing myself too hard... And even if the job is already done... I scrap it and do it again... Cause I know I can do better... But Why can't I just see my best is good enough for now? Why do I always want to push my limit? I actually know the answer... Because I know I can do better... And I know that if I do push myself... I wont let myself down...

But lately... All this pushing... Isn't really good for my angina... And I need to rest more to keep my strength up... But I know that... If I keep my strength up... I can put in more work effort in order to do well... But no matter what... I'm always worrying... Always stressing myself... Always pushing myself too hard... Cause I know that in the past I never really took things seriously... And I always do what I want without the consideration of others... But I don't want that anymore... I'm sorry to all those I hurt in the past... Maybe if I was a bit better... Maybe we wouldn't have gotten further apart...

Also... Moving to the new house can be added to my stress I guess... But I'm having problems with some of my stuff as well... Just too much junk... But soon my mum will be back tomorrow and we can slowly start moving all our belongings to the new house...

But right now there are other things on my mind that are stressing me out which I wont be blogging about... Cause I feel its a bit personal... And only a few selected friends will be informed bout it...

I guess that's all for now... I'll be posting a new post maybe earliest by tomorrow... Till next time... Jia Ne

My weekend

OK, my weekend... I'm just wondering if I'll be able to describe it in one word... hmm... looks like I can't... Oh well, can't say I haven't tried LOL.

Well before starting I want to thank, Li Sha, Wynn, Qin Mei and Kevin for the farewell lunch on Thursday, the food was awesome! (WooHoo Pizza!! LOL) I'm really going to miss you guys.

The next day on Friday we went to the new house to do a bit of spring cleaning, but when I woke up that morning... I realized I lost my voice... *sigh* there goes the karaoke weekend... but it was all good I guess...
When we got to the house I was kinda surprised to see a much more furnished house. I even took some photos of it:
This was taken from above the living room area


And just outside my room, is the new TV area which most probably is going to be occupied by my parents most of the time


And just next to the living room is the TV area, you might recognize the red couch from the above shot.

And that's was my Friday, and the only thing was the fact that I lost my voice... Although not the first time but made me sad that I can't sing the next day...

OK next on my weekend list is Saturday. Well that day went well, I went out with Gary and Michele to KLCC, one of the reason's of the change of plans was, cause of the obvious, the lost of my voice so instead went to KLCC for lunch. And maybe take a few photos for my Potfolio for the One Academy. But due to a lot of changes in plans cause Gary had to leave earlier we had to change the plan a couple of times.

So my Saturday... a bit too jumpy but ok... especially the nachos! lol

OK the last day of the weekend, Sunday. As usual, my mum, cousin and I went over to the Dato Keramat Market for breakfast as usual, I had my usual Nasi Lemak + Ayam Combo :P (Yummy) and bought a LOT of Mangosteen and began indualge myself haha and so my sunday goes on. Will update the rest later. For now Jia Ne readers =)

Sweet 16

Alright first things, I want to wish my Lil' Sis, Lara Sophia, a Happy Sweet 16! (although it actually isn't your actual birthday :p) You had a rocking party last night and we all had fun. And now I'll be sharing some photos of the evening and some of comments about it:

Firstly: Welcome to Lara's Sweet Sixteen~!


The guest began to arrive

But before you can get in, you have to sign the board

A picture of Gary, Mum and I

From there on the party began, and me the MC had to get things started. And unlike my sisters Birthday, the crowd was really awesome that night =)

Later after dinner we went with the traditional blowing of the birthday candles:

Lara's Birthday ca... Cupcakes :p

And before the dance floor was opened, we had a small sketch which was done by Lara's friends which was very good~! and very impressive, good job guys!

As the sketch ended the dance floor was opened, and everyone was showing their stuff:




At the end of it all, it was a great day for my Little Sis, and before I end this post, I wrote a poem for my Little Sis during the welcoming of the guest:

Today is your birthday,
What a great day it is,
Hope good times come as they may,
Hope you have a good one Lil Sis.

For more photos follow the too links below:
Lara's Sweet 16 (Ainuddin's Album):
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=139801&id=523181200&ref=mf

My Sweet 16 (Lara's Album):
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=94132&id=638624548&ref=mf

Do you sometimes?

Do sometimes you feel there is always something missing? Like you feel like there is something not right at that very moment? Is only natural...

We feel this way because we are emotionally attached to someone or things and when you remember it, it triggers a memory. These memories can be good and sometimes be bad, but little people think of the brighter side of the picture.

We always try to feel like our lives are meaningless and sometimes it will affect how we interact with others or how it reacts to the things we do...

Sometimes these memories can be triggered by the leaving of a close friend, or even losing someone you hold dear to you... Many ways can these emotions be triggered... even through objects in your very room...

But sometimes, you have to look at the brighter side of things, not just see the negative side of each memory, but at the same time, appreciate the good times as well. And by doing so you will achieve great things and you will feel a lot better.

And coming next week, someone who I hold close to me is going to be starting her internship and I want to wish her all the best, I know you will do great and I know you will succeed, I have faith in you, Subete No Besuto (all the best)

Just for you:

Memories come as they do,
Some might drag you down,
But know I will always be with you,
To turn your frown around.

New House = New Beginnings

Hey everyone, I remember I said I promised photos of the new house well here it is! A new beginning for my and my new family! But before I get to the photos I want to talk a bit about the new house, currently it is located in Bukit Tunku which is near my dad's parents place, I is also very close to my college, about... 10 minutes drive I think, if I'm calculating properly. We spent the whole Tuesday morning to clean the house (I was vacuming, helping with a bit of the gardening around the house and cleaning the furniture in my room). Now since thats all cleared up lets get to the photos!!


Now let us enter Room 1# MY ROOM!!!


O.K. the first thing that I noticed when entering my room was my new closet!


When you open the left side there are a lot of places to keep my belongings and its kinda cool


Ok and on the right side of the closet is the place where I will be keeping much larger stuff from the looks of it.


And this is the bottom of the right closet, a pull out LOL and to be honest I'm not sure which side I will be keeping my cloths yet LOL


And of course my bed! Looks sooooo comfortable :p (tempted)


Can't forget my new toilet, this is where I'll be doing my 'business' and the mirror is HUGE


And the view from my window I can see the road in front of the house which is kinda sweet since I will be the first to know who is at the gate :p


This place is in between Lara's and my room which leads to the balcony and which also I havent taken a photo yet =(


Now is Room #2 Lara's Room and this will be Lara's first official room


Lara's new bed, looks kinda comfy right?


And ofcourse now Lara has a closet all to herself


Room #3 Master Bedroom (a.k.a Mom's and Dad's room)


On the right of the photo is just one side of the closet! and apparently I can walk in it! didn't manage to get to take a photo on the other side though... but in the center of them both is their brand new TV!!


Can't forget the bed! It looks soooooooo comfy I was actually tempted to jump on it :p


I just had to take a poto of this, a chandelier which my mum bought overseas, its very pretty =)


The only persons room which I have not coverd was Lisa's room which was at the 3rd floor, will cover that the next time I go there. Now we shall cover one of my favorite part of the house... THE KITCHEN!!


Check out the new kitchen it is so cool, new stove and everything


And opposite of it is where our new microwave is, lots of new stuff!


Oh and this was my favorite thing in the kitchen guess what it is... come on guess!


A Dishwasher!!! LOL


Cant forget the new fridge :P made by Samsung lol


And right behind the kitchen is the living area for maids if we have any (highly dout we will though)


And in the room next to the maids room is the new Washing Machine and Dryer! COOL

Now that I covered the kitchen area and such now comes to the room right under the chandelier!


The living room!! where when we have guest this is where we will entertain them


And speaking of guest this is the new guest room located near the entrance of the house

So after a longs days work I decided to retire to my new room and try out my new bed :P


This is how it looks like when I'm laying on the bed and thats when I saw it...


My room has a ceiling fan!!! YAY!!!

So that concludes the tour of the house (sort of lol) and I also just realized something... I didn't take photos of the outside!! LOL nevermind will do that in my next post =)

Till next time readers ciaoz