Days were long and sometimes like eternity...

Well... Been about 3 weeks since I was on my holiday. And so far I felt it was a bit productive and breath taking. Sometime I look back at my life and think about all the time I wasted and wish I could have changed, but now its too late... I have to carry on and look ahead.

Also I made a check list of things I wanted to do this holiday:

Go out with friends: Done

Finish Chapter 2, 3 and 4 of Never Ending Night: 45% Completed
(Chapter 2 = 89% Completed, Chapter 3 = 0%, Chapter 4 = 0%)

Design My Manga: 20%
(Having Artist Block =S )

Doing something fun/crazy with friends: in the process
(Will post it on facebook when its done)

So far that's my list, but I also found out something this holiday... Which made me feel like my holiday wasn't going to be a good one... But right now I'm not going to share it with you all... Cause I don'twant to worry you all... Sorry...

Next post will be tomorrow and it will be about the new house. There will be photos so stay tuned!

Lately

Lately things always seem to pop-up into my mind... And a lot of things just doesn't seem to add up... Went rollerblading to just release some tension and release stress... But there are a lot of things I want to do but either its not the right time... or the place... or moment to do so...

As I accelerate on my skates always trying to stop in time... but sometimes never succeeding and I can put a lot of my life into it... Sometimes I want things to go faster but sometimes if I over do it I'll fall and hurt myself... Same as what happened when rollerblading... I should take things slow and easy and not to over do what I have done to keep things from falling apart... And I should never be over confident as well... for it will also lead to my self destruction...

There is always something on my mind which I'm always willing to say but right now... Not the right time to say it... But I don't mind waiting...

From fast to slow...

Well as the title says, lately I felt this term went by really really fast and suddenly it starts to slow down just a bit until if feels like the day stood still forever... Its just such a weird feeling... Things zoomed by and suddenly slowing down...

But off-topic I really enjoyed this semester... I felt a bit more confident in my studies (besides the times I fell asleep in class, only happened 3 times!!) and yea I worked really hard this semester... Doing assignment and discussing with friends... But the only down side to all of it was that I felt a bit more alone then I did in my past semesters... My routine was simple everyday... Go to class on time, go home, play game for awhile, study in the evening (sometimes I study while I play), have dinner, play/study/draw (depends on my mood) and go to bed... And when the foundation had their holidays I kept coming to class on time instead of early like I usually do to get parking cause there were more parking spaces then usual... But this semester was pretty new... I felt like I was on a new journey... I felt a bit older (no duh a year went by) and a bit more determined... I cant really explain it but maybe I will one day...