Things not going according to plan?

Well, lately things have either been falling apart... or just never happening... Feel as if the walls are slowly closing in on me and I'm losing air... Slowly fading away... I'm trying to be strong... I'm trying to face my fears... But I don't know if I can do it...

Lately I don't know how things are going with my parents... Everything is quite... too quite... Like a calm before the storm... And I'm not sure I am ready for it... Also my mum is considering of us all moving to Bukit Tunku, I think its a smart move cause from what I hear that our current house is getting too old and it would be good for a change... and at least it will be near college...

But so far there are a lot of things on my mind which are concerning my family and whats going to happen... But I'm not sure if I'm ready for that... But all I can do is hope for the best and the well being of my family...