Never Ending Nights

For where there is light, There must be darkness, Neither can exist without the other...

Things not going according to plan?

Well, lately things have either been falling apart... or just never happening... Feel as if the walls are slowly closing in on me and I'm losing air... Slowly fading away... I'm trying to be strong... I'm trying to face my fears... But I don't know if I can do it...

Lately I don't know how things are going with my parents... Everything is quite... too quite... Like a calm before the storm... And I'm not sure I am ready for it... Also my mum is considering of us all moving to Bukit Tunku, I think its a smart move cause from what I hear that our current house is getting too old and it would be good for a change... and at least it will be near college...

But so far there are a lot of things on my mind which are concerning my family and whats going to happen... But I'm not sure if I'm ready for that... But all I can do is hope for the best and the well being of my family...

Exhausting Weekend...

This weekend must be one of the most exhausting ones so far this year... Lots of things has been happening around me... And lately... Some turn out good and some turn out bad... Like for my assignment for example... I had to do it in a rush because of the due date and the complexity of how it must be done in... But I managed to finish it and sent it in before the day ended on Friday... So one down... one to go...

But so far the weekend wasn't so bad... even though I was sick this whole weekend but I got through it... and we had a performance as well which went well apparently even though I was sick the day itself... But it was good seeing a lot of happy faces that day... oh by the way its the opening of the Yayasan Ruman Amal which was organized by my aunt and it was great... it was also the celebration of my grandfathers birthday... He had 3 CAKES!!! LOL (really really fattening... I should know LOL) but it went really well and I was happy to preform again (gotten quite use to it now lol)

So far life is having its up's and down's not just for me but for a lot of other people too and when life gives you lemons you make lemonade :) and hope that it goes well for the rest of upcoming days.

This is a really cool poem I found for such an occasion and hope everyone likes it, and to all my friends who are having their finals this coming week, Gambatte and Subete no Besuto!!

Awakening, dawn's chorus
Welcoming,
The day new, untouched
Waiting to be filled....

And will we paint a rainbow
With all its promise
Or dull the canvas
Sadly seen?

Each day brings its own colours
To be chosen, mixed,
Pigments of joy,
Happy moments,
Smiles and laughter....

And which will you choose?
For 'Life' is choice,
We are all painters
In our own way,
All needing to create
Something of worth,
Of lasting beauty,
Marking our journey....

Footprints in the sand....

The sky today is azure,
The sun warm and golden
A filigree of light and shadow-play
Through the gently swaying trees.

I clean my brushes,
Choose my palette
Of vibrant, living colours,
And begin to fill
Today's blank canvas