Well I'm having one of those days again... I'm having trouble sleeping again... *sigh* I can't understand why I have these days... I believe there is a lot of things on my mind at the moment... well... now I'm going to list what is on my mind at the moment...
First of is that I'm pretty worried about my assignment... I'm still having problems with my C Programming assignment... It's starting to become really confusing... And I'm having trouble putting the codes together... but I think my Visual Basic assignment might be a bit better since I have an idea for my program which might get me a good grade...
Second is that our Annual Ball is next week and I haven't even been able to go shopping for my clothes that I'm going to wear for the ball... Just haven't got the chance to go out and buy my outfit... But I have to go soon and buy my clothes as soon as possible...
Third is that my Birthday is coming up... and for some reason I'm really not looking forward to it... I guess I feel as if there there isn't anything to look forward to anything... its just another day... A day which I just get a year older... *sigh* I feel like all the happiness has been sucked out of me...
Fourth my exam is coming up as well... and it is the same week as my Birthday... but for some reason its not as bad because I still don't think that many people will remember my birthday... it always happens... and it will happen again... so I starting to not care as much...
Fifth is that tomorrow is when my parents and siblings are going to Singapore tomorrow and I'll be home alone tomorrow... and I for some reason I feel like I'm not going to enjoy it... but I cant follow due to I have a lot of work to do... Assignment... Assessment... and a lot of other college work...
Well I'm also planning a special gift for someone this Christmas, and I know she won't be able to get it out of me this time LOL.
So yea there are still a lot of other reasons on my mind... but I'll leave it for another night... as for now... good night mum, good night dad, good night sisters and good night my friends...
Life is what you want it to be
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A lot of things happened this week and everything seemed to be very hectic, some tiring, stressful, and even life changing. First of was I got most of my exam results and surprisingly I did pretty good (although I haven't got my law marks I'm happy with my programming results).
Hectic mostly because of my groups assignment for law was due on Monday and we had to rush and practice for the actual thing and the thing is we haven't even practiced because our schedule really made it difficult, but now its over and I can finally relax a bit. Been feeling a bit tired for awhile too, mostly because of my work and sometimes I play WoW and sometimes it goes on late through the night lol. But I'm getting use to my new sleeping pattern, although I tend to be sleepy after I wake up.
Stressful because I've been studying harder this term too, I don't want to be a failure in my life and I want to make the people around me proud of me too. But I guess there are good and bad things about the stress, the good is that it allows me to somewhat consentrate while studying and to motivate me to try and push my limits, the bad is that if I go way over my limit I might get a break down and well it wont be pretty.
The life changing part was that a special freind and I had a "Letting Out" conversation, which we let out a lot of things that we were keeping form each other and things that we didn't even know about each others background. But at first my special freind thought I would be angry, but I wasnt... I'm just glad for the first time someone told me what I was doing wrong... But it made me sit down and think... and now I'm trying to change my life for the better... And I feel all the thanks I gave you isn't enough to show how much I appriciate having you in my life... And I don't know what life has in store for us, but I hope that you will always be by my side so that we can go through this together...
So life really isn't in the hand of God sometimes. God has given us a mind to make choices and decisions for our own, hands to allow us to create and shape our own destiny, legs to allows us to walk the path we want to walk on, and a heart to allow us to hold everyone we hold dear to us. So whatever you decision is, it is yours to make and yours alone, and no matter where you go in life, always remember there are people who love and care for you, they will give you the strength to carry on and allow us to advance further in life.
-zenji
Hectic mostly because of my groups assignment for law was due on Monday and we had to rush and practice for the actual thing and the thing is we haven't even practiced because our schedule really made it difficult, but now its over and I can finally relax a bit. Been feeling a bit tired for awhile too, mostly because of my work and sometimes I play WoW and sometimes it goes on late through the night lol. But I'm getting use to my new sleeping pattern, although I tend to be sleepy after I wake up.
Stressful because I've been studying harder this term too, I don't want to be a failure in my life and I want to make the people around me proud of me too. But I guess there are good and bad things about the stress, the good is that it allows me to somewhat consentrate while studying and to motivate me to try and push my limits, the bad is that if I go way over my limit I might get a break down and well it wont be pretty.
The life changing part was that a special freind and I had a "Letting Out" conversation, which we let out a lot of things that we were keeping form each other and things that we didn't even know about each others background. But at first my special freind thought I would be angry, but I wasnt... I'm just glad for the first time someone told me what I was doing wrong... But it made me sit down and think... and now I'm trying to change my life for the better... And I feel all the thanks I gave you isn't enough to show how much I appriciate having you in my life... And I don't know what life has in store for us, but I hope that you will always be by my side so that we can go through this together...
So life really isn't in the hand of God sometimes. God has given us a mind to make choices and decisions for our own, hands to allow us to create and shape our own destiny, legs to allows us to walk the path we want to walk on, and a heart to allow us to hold everyone we hold dear to us. So whatever you decision is, it is yours to make and yours alone, and no matter where you go in life, always remember there are people who love and care for you, they will give you the strength to carry on and allow us to advance further in life.
-zenji
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